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Despair Driven Development
// Where agility meets reality.
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// WHOAMI

I'm a principal software architect and AWS Certified Solutions Architect (Professional) with nearly two decades in distributed systems, high-concurrency platforms, and the unglamorous work of keeping them running.

Most of that time has been the same problem wearing different clothes: take a system someone built under deadline — one that now prints money and terror in equal measure — and change it without stopping the business it serves.

These days that means spec-driven AI development: using models like Claude and Codex to move fast while internal design docs keep the architecture honest. The agents do the typing. I decide where the load-bearing walls are.

WHAT I WRITE ABOUT

#Architecture & DDD

Boundaries, coupling, and the decisions that outlive the code.

#Legacy modernization

Changing a running system without breaking the business on top of it.

#AWS & cloud

The pragmatic subset that does the work — minus the bill shock.

#Go & tooling

Small sharp tools and the boring reliability that earns trust.

#AI-assisted dev

Agents in the loop, not driving it. Spec-first, review against the spec.

#Surviving production

On-call, observability, and the operational truth nobody documents.

STACK & TOOLS I REACH FOR
Cloud & DevOps
AWS · 9+ yrs · SA ProDockerECSServerlessCI/CDNginxHAProxySQS · S3 · CloudFront
Backend
GoPHP 8 / LaravelNode.jsC# / .NET CoreJava / SpringRESTGraphQLMicroservices
Data & caching
PostgreSQLMySQLRedisElasticsearchDynamoDBMongoDBKafkaMemcache
Frontend
ReactTypeScriptHTML5 / CSS3SassSwift / iOS
Practice
Spec-Driven AI DevDomain-Driven DesignTDDTechnical Due DiligenceTeam MentorshipAgile / Scrum